大格

Recently 

emotion status very unstable

suddenly my thoughts become very evil 

suddenly not 

maybe i am too stress 

i hope that i wouldnt become 精神分裂 or 躁郁

due to these emotions make me always quarrel with my family 

especially with mum and dad 

this few days i am sick 

this make my status even worse 

lagi unstable 

last night my dad ask me go to help him for working 

i also wanna quarrel with him 

haizzz 

i oledi felt that he was mad at me after "that day"

less contact with him 

donnoe how to do 

people say love bring fragile 

i say sick bring fragile 

i feel really down during these days 

keep think the bad bad things

very uncomfortable 

God 

could you spare me a life ??

keep all the bad things away from me leh 

there was too much for me to handle such a situation 

every night before i fell asleep 

my mind appears a lot of negative things 

i will become devil if all the things become worse and worse 

i remembered a movie called constantine

the movie says the people who commit suicide will only go to Hell 

so 

don commit suicide o

lol

really tired 

tired of fighting with the stress and minds

really really tired

wanna 发泄！！！

原来我可以那么的恶毒

真的很恶毒

very bad 

very evil